My days so far been really boring..i dun think i wanna talk abt it..i jus wanna post an emo post rite now..:')...the whole day i've been looking through prom pictures at facebook :')..sad much huh?..hahaha..well i jus dunt want to forget all the wonderrful memories i had with my frens :(..
Im sorry mo n kuen cos i cant make it for the sleepover tht day..i was tired n was not feeling well so yea..i wanted to cme actually..but i knew my parents wont allow me cos i satyed over alrdy te other day..haiz..i wish shud have not stayed tht day..it was not so n so..well these past few days been i've been really emo..maybe cos im not hanging out with my BEST buddies..hahaha n i miss dul n shuen eventhough their jus on holiday..
I needed a place calm to think n so i ask my bro early on sunday morning to go to muara beach..suprisingly he agreed..so we went at arnd 5+..n we went our seperate ways, he went with his gf n i went near the sea alone..i sad there n started thinking..it made me realise that evrything that happens, it happens for a reason..i mean all the happens is so that we can move on to our future so eventually we are not goin to end up working together..
So to Jo, dun ever forget us budd, if u wont we wont..eventhough
As we grow up, we learn that even the person that wasnt supposed to ever let you down probably will...
You'll have your heart broken, probably more than once, and its hard every time...
You break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken...
You'll fight with your best friends..
You'll blame a new love for things an old one did...
You'll cry because time is passing by too fast and you'll eventually lose someone you love..
So take too many pictures, laugh too much and love like you've never been hurt..
So, find a person who calls u back when you hang up on them, who will stay awake jus too see u sleep..
Wait for the person who kisses your forehead..who wants to show off the world to you..
Wait for the person who is constantly reminding you how much they care about you..how lucky they are to have you..OR you can be that person..
and REMEMBER to live everyday as if it was your last and hearts are often broken by words unspoken..
So tell
Just remember all this n live your life to the full..
I just want to say thank you to all my frens for making my life such a wonderful one..eventhough sometimes it isnt..i jsu wan to thank those who leant their ears to listen to my probs..thank you very much..it really means alot to me..u all are so dear to me n how can i ever forget all of u..Im sorry to all my frens who i hav lost contact with..i hope u guys hav a good future ahead of u..
SAW this post sumwher it is really beautiful n enjoy reading this is to all my frens out there :)
Today is the day I wish to think about myself. Seek both in my heart and soul, for the names of those, whose names are written in my book of life
The names of those I have now lost touch with and the names of those who are close to me every time I need them. I want to go through each page of my book and remember the names that were important in my childhood, my young years and Now.Those I no longer meet often and those I meet every time the sun rises The names of those I will always carry in my mind. Those who stood by me in hard times and those with whom I share a smile.The names of those I have hurt and those who brought a tear to my eyes. Those from whom I have learnt lessons and perhaps have learn't something from me.
I am thankful to those that at one time or other have been with me in times of sadness and lonelinesss. Those who have always encouraged me and lent me an ear when i had lost my way
I am thankful you have let me be a part of your life story and wish I have been or I am part of yours.
I am thankful for each of those names that have left a mark in my heart
Making friends is a blessing. Having a friend is a gift, being or having been your friend is an honour.
Thats all i hav to say for now..i jus want to say sorry to all that ive evr hurt..im sorryy..
End.
Saiful 27/6 :')
And to you..im sorry but i have to go on with my life n go on to the nxt chapter of my life..i probably wont forget u in my heart but in mind i will...